Thursday, 16 June 2011

VAMPYRE: HUNTING THE MOON, Chapter 23, continued from 08/06/11




CHAPTER 23.

Molly woke and rolled over expecting to find Charlotte and wrap her arms and legs around her. When, to her disappointment, she found the other half of the bed empty, she yawned, stretched and got out of bed. She pulled a fluffy pink dressing gown on over her black lace night gown and looked for her lover.
She found Charlotte casting her runes on the kitchen table.
Molly did not like her runes. Firstly, they were creepy in themselves. An exact replica of the runes which she had used when Dragon Ships still rules the waves, Charlotte had made them herself out of bleached bones, carved with symbols which were then drawn in blood. Molly did not know who or what’s bones, or who or what’s blood, and she did not want to know. They rattled alarmingly when Charlotte shuck the bag, and landed with a dull thud like a tiny coffin closing when she shattered them. Secondly, they were usually right. Charlotte had cast the runes after they had first met two centuries ago and she had cast them when they had become a couple in more recent years, and they had told them many things. Molly respected Charlotte’s faith, traditions and skills, but she also believed in a chaotic universe where people had freewill.
Twenty four bits of blood stained bone lay scattered on the table, where Charlotte studied them intently.
Molly only had the slightest understanding of how they worked, but she knew that Charlotte could learn a great deal from the patterns they made, the relative closeness of certain runes, and if they landed face up or down.
“Shit,” Charlotte cursed quietly.
Then she gathered up the terrible runes, put them in a black leather pouch and shuck them. Then she picked out one and put it down on the table. The Thurizas rune. She studied it, wrinkled her brow, then picked three more. Perthro, Nauthiz and Hagalaz.
“Shit,” she said more loudly.
“What’s wrong?” Molly asked.
Charlotte spun round, her eyes blazing, and stared at Molly. She looked her up and down, recognised her and came out of her trance.
“The runes are wrong Molly.”
“What do you mean?”
“Everything is wrong. It wasn’t suppose to happen like this. Germaine has messed with The Wyrd and now something is going to go terribly wrong.”
“Oh dear,” Molly said, knowing there was no point in getting involved. “Never mind, do you want some mead?” 

Wagner’s Flight of The Valkyries placed loudly in the candle lit room. A large fire burnt in the heath.  Lloyd sat on his favourite chair, a half smoked cigar in hand. He took a drag from it, blew a smoke ring and watched the smoke dance and disperse in the candle light.
His door bell rang, so he stood, turned down the music and went to the door.
He open his door to find John stood outside with a bottle of whiskey in his hand, red brimmed and blood shot eyes and a smirk across his face.
“Lloyd, you utter, utter bastard!” John exclaimed affectionately.
“Harvey, you silly sod! Been drinking?”
“Oh yes!” John replied proudly.
“Come in then, old boy,” Lloyd led him to the lounge where he sank into an arm chair. “To what do I owe this pleasure.”
“You said to come round, so I came round. How the Devil are you?”
“Quite well. Cigar?”
“Thank you, very kind.”
John took a swig of his whiskey, lit his cigar on the third attempt, then took another swig.
“Drink?” John offered the bottle to Lloyd.
“No thanks.”
“Oh, yes, sorry, forgot.”
“How much have you had?”
“This is my second bottle.”
It was only three hours after sunset.
“Fast work old chap,” Lloyd said. “Maybe you ought to pace yourself a tad.”
“You can’t talk.”
“Well, actually I can. I was a connoisseur; I had an Honorary Degree in Drinking from Oxford University. I know what I’m talking about.”
John looked thoughtfully at his friend, then at his bottle, as though seeking a comparison between the two.
“Quite right, Mister Lloyd, quite right. Was very thirsty, but shall be alright,” he took a loving swig from the bottle them put it down on the table. His cigar had gone out so he relit it.
“How was the funeral?”
“Brief.”
“Tolerable?”
“Yes, not much preaching.”
“And the day light.”
“Not too bad, was raining… Colour is over rated, a bit of green and brown to go with the grey and back. You’re not missing much.”
“Everything looks rather more elegant in the starlight.”
John look thoughtful for a moment, gazed longingly at the dancing flame of a candle, and then said;
“Miss her terribly.”
Victoria? You only knew her for a few days.”
“We were in love, damn it!”
“Quite so, for a few days.”
“Maybe… Maybe rather longer.”
They finished their cigars wordlessly. John picked up his bottle, stared at it, then put it down again.
“I’d rather like a cup of tea, do you want one?” Lloyd asked.
“Aye, thank you.”
“A bite to eat?”
“No thank you.”
Lloyd went through to the kitchen and came back a few minutes later with two cups of tea and a cucumber sandwich for himself. John poured a little whiskey into his tea.
“Irish Coffee?” Lloyd commented.
“’British Tea’… look here Lloyd, have been thinking about this Alice girl…”
“Already, are you turning into me or some such?”
“No. It’s not like that.”
“You just cannot stop thinking about her, am I right?”
“Aye.”
“And so?”
“And so nothing.”
“You can’t fool me, Harvey, you want to hunt her down, don’t you?”
“Maybe.”
“And you want me to help.”
“Maybe.”
“Well maybe I will. Let me tell you why. I have learnt a few things about myself over the last few weeks. One of those things is that I have almost no morals, but- I am ashamed to say- not none at all. One of the other things is that most of the time I enjoy the hunt more than the kill… However, I shall not discuss the matter further with you until you are vaguely sober. For now we ought to relax. Help yourself to a cigar, I shall put some more music. Tell me, Vivaldi or Bach?”  

John woke on Lloyd’s sofa the next evening. His coat had been frown over him, and he was fully dressed. His head hurt a great deal, and his throat felt like a chain smoking rat had died in it.
“Wakey- wakey old boy!” Lloyd greeted him cheerfully, and put a glass of water on the coffee table next to the half bottle of whiskey. “Get this down you. There is coffee and nice raw steak on the way, then off to work with you.”
“What the?… Damn…”
“Rise and shine, bright eyed and bushy tailed, up and at ‘em, and all that nonsense.”
John forced himself to sit up, rubbed his eyes, then downed the water in one.
“Thank you Lloyd. What time is it?”
“Eight of the o’clock.”
“Bugger it. I need to be in work now…”
“Not at all. You must be properly fortified first, or you shall be all squiffy all night.”
Lloyd went through to the kitchen and came back with a pot of coffee, two cups and two plates of rare steak on a tray. John took a deep swig of the coffee then started into the steak.
“Fantastic steak Lloyd,” he said after a few mouthfuls. “Very decent of you… Are you up to much today?”
“I may go up the Scotland and kill someone.”
“Seriously?”
“Maybe. I’m in two minds. Toying with the idea, don’t you know.”
John finished his steak and drained the last of his coffee.
“Must be off now, Lloyd, thanks again.”
“Think nothing of it, but for God’s sake have a wash and brush your teeth before you go.”

“Sorry for being late, shall put some over time on your wages, get yourself home,” John said to Olly as he arrived at work.
“Thanks, are you alright mate?” Olly replied.
“The whiskey and I were very well acquainted last night. Will be fine.”
Olly got his coat and went home, and John got to work. He was not alright, his head felt like a dart board and his dexterity was reduced to that of a blind toddler. Fortunately the pub was not too busy. He turned the volume down on the jukebox and drank a lot of tea. After an hour he resorted to The Hair of The Dog and poured himself a shot of whiskey, which did not help much.
At quarter to twelve Lloyd strode in wearing a tartan silk scarf and with a brown paper bag in hand. .
“Evening Harvey,” Lloyd greeted him.
“Evening Lloyd, did not expect to see you here.”
“Missed the last train to Glasgow, so I thought I’d come here and mock you instead. How’s your head?”
“Hung over.”
“Ah, yes, hangovers, I remember those. They were terrible. What ever were you thinking? Now look here, you left this behind.”
He opened the paper bag and put John’s half finished bottle of whiskey on the bar.
“Take it away from me,” John recoiled from his old acquaintance in the way a more stereotypical vampire would recoil from a cross.
“It’s of no use to me, and it will only save you buying another one tomorrow… And speaking of drinks, could you get me a strawberry juice?”
“Certainly, on the house.”

Two Emo lads watched from the other side of the room.
“Look, he’s not even paying for it, its blood, like Evil Sophie said,” one of them said.
“No way, its bright pink.” The other replied.
“The Vampire is a cunning creature.”
“How would you know?”
“Saw it on ‘t’internet.”

“Must be off now,” Lloyd said as he finished his drink. “But you should pop round tomorrow after work, when you have recovered, and discuss the matter you raised last night.”
“What matter?” John remembered almost nothing of the night before.
“With the email-girl and the hunting and what not.”
“That? Right… I come round anyway, thanks, at two thirty.”
“Jolly good, see you then.”

The bar was deserted by half past twelve, so John decided to close early. He tidied the bar, put on his jacket and looked at the bottle of whiskey. He cursed Lloyd put putting temptation in his path, took a swig of the bottle, and set off home.
Once home he cooked a meat and potato pie and washed it down with a glass of red wine, then tried to read.
He could not concentrate on the book. Memories of Victoria, thoughts of Alice, and the thirst for blood or whiskey plagued him.
He thought for a moment about how most of the vampires he knew drank a lot, or smoked too much, and decided they were ways of satisfying the constant thirst for blood. A substitute, and a poor one at that. He took a swig of whiskey and turned on his computer.
There was the one email from Alice, to which he replied;

“Dear Alice;

How are you?
Am doing okay, better after the funeral. Still miss her, but it is all very much done with now, in this life anyway.
How is your vampyre study going? Any further questions? Could meet with you to discuss things if you wish.
Take care,
John. X”

John looked at his emails immediately after breakfast the next evening, and found no reply from Alice. His head hurt, but not as much as the night before. He hunted down the bottle of whiskey, found it empty, and cursed himself. He had also run out of wine, so he drank a glass of port, and was on his way.
A night in the Black Boar passed uneventfully, he and Molly closed the pub at two, and then he headed to Lloyd’s home.
Lloyd served a fine meal of sausages, fried corned beef, black pudding, mashed potatoes and gravy.
“Righty-ho, to the hunting,” Lloyd declared as soon as the meal was over.
“What’s the plan?” John asked.
“With the miracles of modern technology, namely The Internet, it is remarkable easy to stalk a person. What is this girl’s name?”
Alice.”
“Alive who?”
“No idea.”
“Do you know where she lives?”
“No. But she’s definitely British.”
“Dash. What’s her email address?”
“Alice4321@ -“
“This may present a small problem, but problems are made for solutions… Coffee? Cigar?”
“Thank you.”
Lloyd brought coffee, then they both lit a cigar and Lloyd fetched a sleek black laptop and set it up on the coffee table.
“What do you know about her?” Lloyd asked, cigar perched between wolfish smile.
“She is a psychology student, during her dissertation, so that means she is in her last year. Think she is currently single. Into vampyres… That’s it.”
“Right, so she is about 22, single, probably Gothic. Let’s work some magic…”

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

VAMPYRE: HUNTING THE MOON, CHAPTER 22, continued from 01/06/11


CHAPTER 22.

LONDON, 1914.

            Jacob Harvey kissed his sweetheart goodbye, then climbed onto the train that would take him away from her forever.
            His eighteenth birthday had been two days ago, and the day after that he had volunteered to join the army, and The Great War for Civilisation.
            Victoria, his sweet heart, watches the train pull away from the station in a cloud of smoke and steam, and stood watching until it disappeared from sight. Despite her tears, she was proud to see him go. He had promised to write to her as soon as he could, and she was sure that he would be back by Christmas.
            She mounted her automobile and was driven back to her father’s fine house beside Hide Park. Once indoors, she shut herself away in her room, closed the curtains, and set to work at her embroidery.
            A few moments later, there was a knock on her door, and the serving maid entered.
            “Juliet?” Victoria greeted her.
“Sorry to intrude, ma’m,” the girl said. “Letter for you, ma’m, came when you were at the station.”
            “Thank you Juliet,” Victoria took the letter. “You shall not be required for the rest of the day.”
            When the girl had left, Victoria looked at the letter. It was from Lady Charlotte, whom Victoria had met at a dance the week before. A tall lady who looked to be in her late twenties, but who carried herself with the dignity of a far older lady.
            It read,

            “Miss Victoria,

            Please be so kind to meet me at Jenny’s Tea Rooms at six tomorrow evening. We have important matters to discuss.
            Kind regards,
            Lady Charlotte Rathbone”

“I know what you are,” Lady Charlotte said to Victoria. “I have seen the way that you hide yourself from the daylight, and come to life in the night. I have seen the way in which food and wine hold no joy for you. I see the lust in your eyes and lips. I know what you are, for you and I are the same.”
They had only exchanged a few pleasantries in the quiet tea room before Lady Charlotte had launched herself into this speech.
“I have not the foggiest idea of what you speak of,” Victoria replied defensively.
“You know exactly what I speak of. But you fear it. We are not made for the world of day. You are made to be dark and beautiful and free, and you shall be, when you are willing to remember…”
“Just what exactly do you think I am?” Victoria said as she stood to leave.
“A daughter of the night.”
“Humbug,” Victoria said as she stormed out of the tea room.
“Return to me when you are willing to remember,” Charlotte called after her.

Victoria left her home very little in the days which followed. She read or worked on her embroidery in her darkened room, and ate little. When she slept, which was very rarely, her dreams were full of blood.
It was very quiet in her house in those days. Her father and elder brother were away at war, and her elder sister was married. Only she and her mother remained.
Her family and her few friends put her bad mood down to the absence of her boyfriend, and the worsening situation on The Western Front.
After two weeks she received a letter from Jacob, saying that his basic training was over and that he would be sailing to France the next day. He said that he missed her, and looked forward to seeing her soon, when the war was won.
She did not see Charlotte for several weeks, until she unintentionally met her
at a Charity Dance to raise money for the recently war wounded.
            “Good evening Miss Victoria,” Charlotte greeted her casually.
            “Good evening,” she had replied coldly.
            “You look tired. You shall find that you sleep better in the day time.”
            “Lady! Have you no manners?”
            “What use are manners to a monster?”
            “Quite so,” Victoria said as she strode away.
            Yet she could not keep her eyes from Charlotte, watching her from the other side of the hall. Nor could she bring herself to concentrate on or enjoy the music and dancing. Some deep, dark instinct constantly nagged at her soul.
            At around midnight, when the punch had strengthened her heart and clouded her mind, she strode over to Charlotte, who stood alone staring out at of a huge bay window.
            “Lady Charlotte, I detest you, but you intrigue me,” she said quietly, for fear of anyone else hearing.
            “Look outside,” Charlotte said.
            Victoria obeyed. The light from the window illuminated the well tended gardens. Beyond that, smoke danced from the silhouettes of distant buildings. Beyond that, a coal black sky was filled with stars around which a full moon sat enthroned.
            “How beautiful the night is,” Charlotte continued. “How dark, how wild, how free. The laws of God and Man have no place there. There is only timeless beauty and instinct.”
            “It is a pretty night,” Victoria was forced to agree.
            “Come out with me into the night.”
            Without waiting for an answer, Charlotte glided off across the room, then though a door, into the garden. Victoria followed her until they stood alone in the garden.
            “Do you remember yet Victoria?”
            “No. I’m sure that I don’t know what you mean.”
            “What of your dreams?”
            Victoria looked up at the glittering night sky, then up at Lady Charlotte’s majestic face.
            “Blood. I’ve dreamt of blood.”
            “Oh yes, I’m sure you have. Do you thirst for it?”
            “That is horrid…”
            “It’s Divine.”
            “I think that you are mentally unwell, Lady Charlotte, may I recommend that you take yourself to a doctor.”
            “I am quite well, thank you. But I can see that you need more time. I shall be in Jenny’s all evening tomorrow, I shall see you then.”
            With that, Charlotte floated out of the garden and left Victoria alone in the night.   
.   
            Victoria tried to sleep that night. But every time that she drifted off, she dreamed of herself hunting through the smoggy streets of Victorian London. Stalking men, biting them, killing them, feeding from them.
            She slept in this fitful manner until noon. When she finally dragged herself out of bed, she had no appetite for breakfast.
            She gathered newspapers and studied the action on The War. It seemed to be going well. She thought about her Jacob, wondering how he was doing and when he would write again. She daydreamed about him coming home a hero, just in time for Christmas, and then they would be married. But the daydreams seemed hollow to her.
            She had no appetite all day, and a strange thirst plagued her, which no amount of water or tea would quench.
            As hard as she tried to busy herself with newspapers, and then embroidery, and then sewing, and then reading poetry, she could not stop thinking about her dream, or about Charlotte.
            She knew that there was something very wrong about herself, and the more she thought about the more she realised that there had always been something wrong about herself. She had always found it hard to make friends, she was always tired in the day time and restless at night, and in summer she would be sunburnt very easily and her eyes would hurt. She was thin and pale, even by the fashions of the time, she never enjoyed her food, even though she was always hungry- or thirsty.
            And her thirst got worse, and she could not stop thinking about her dreams of blood.
            At six in the evening it became intolerable. She summoned her maid and asked her to prepare her evening dress and have the automobile ready to take her away in an hour. 

            She found Charlotte sat at the back of the tea room, with half glass of gold coloured liquid and a half smoked cigarette in an ivory holder.
            “I knew you’d be back,” Charlotte said.
            “And a good evening to you too,” Victoria replied testily.
            “Take a seat. Would you like a drink? A cigarette?”
            “No thank you. I require answers. Something is wrong with me…”
            “Dearest Victoria…Nothing is wrong with you. Let me tell you a story… One thousand three hundred years ago, I went through a similar situation to which you are going through. You too have already been through this before, but you do not remember it yet. But let me tell you what happened to me. I was in Denmark, during the pinnacle of a time which is now known as The Viking Age. I was the daughter of a Jarl, an Earl or Lord, and at the age of fifteen I was initiated into a coven, a sort of priesthood, of the priestesses of Freya, The Lady…”
            Victoria listened, totally spellbound.
            “There were initiation rites, most of which you would find immoral and horrific, but which were mostly very enjoyable. I became a Godi, a Priestess of Freya, but I became something more. My teacher knew it, she said that nothing of the like had happened since her grandmother’s time, and she accepted my authority. The blood lust fell upon me, as did the night love, and the sure and curtain knowledge that I would never truly die until the Ragnarok, and that even after that, I would rise again.
            “I became what I am now. I believed that The Lady had made me that way, so that I could slay Her enemies, and so that I would always remember and honour Her. I have died many times since then, but I have not forgotten Her, I have not changed. I am what you are- a Vampyre.”
            “A vampire? You are telling me that we are vampires?”
            Charlotte stubbed out the end of her cigarette and finished drinking her mead.
            “Yes. We are the Daughters of The Night. The creatures which men call vampires.”
            “I find that hard to believe.”
            “I am sure that you do, but you find it harder to ignore. You are beginning to remember.”
            “Yes…”
            “Come with me, Miss Victoria,” Charlotte stood and took her hand, “I shall show you something beautiful.”

            They steeped out of Lady Charlotte’s chauffeur driven Rolls Royce into a dingy street of narrow buildings in the East End of London. The night was dark, and the smog thick.
            “Meet us back here in two hours, please,” Charlotte told her chauffeur.
            “Yes m’lady.”
             Charlotte led Victoria along the street, then down a cobbled ally between dilapidated buildings until they reached a door with peeling red paint.
            Charlotte knocked on the door three times sharply, paused, then two more times.
            They waited for a few moments.
“Who is it?” a girl’s voice asked from behind the door.
“Charlotte.”
They heard a bolt slide and a key turn, then the door opened.
A tall, slender young lady stood in the door way. Her large green eyes were unusually bright, and her red hair hung below her tiny waist. She wore a gentleman’s smoking jacket as though it were a dressing gown, and had no shoes on her stockinged feet. She looked inquisitively at Charlotte, then Victoria, then back to Charlotte.
“The usual, Charlotte?” the girl asked.
“No thank you, Violet, my friend shall be requiring something special tonight.”
“Come this way,” the girl said.
Victoria followed them up steep narrow stairs with a thread bare carpet. The rational part of her mind told her that the situation was very odd, the girl was clearly of the lowest classes and that Charlotte was being very silly in taking her to this horrible place. Yet some animal instinct, some mad hunger, drove her on. She found herself in a small, dim room with a low ceiling, a hookah pipe stood in one corner and the rest of the room was furnished entirely with an assortment of rugs and cushions.
The girl, who looked to be the same age as Victoria, reclined by the pipe, and Charlotte sat at the other end of the room on a pile of cushions. Victoria sat beside Charlotte, her back against the wall.
The girl undid her smoking jacket to reveile corset, briefs, stockings and a great deal of white flesh. Victoria could not help noticing how long and pale the girl’s neck was. Taking a candle, the girl lit the hookah, and puffed on it, filing the room with sweet smoke. She then offered the pipe to Charlotte, who inhaled deeply from it and offered it to Victoria, who declined.
“What’s it to be?” the girl asked sleepily.
“My friend has not done this before, I shall let her go first,” Charlotte said.
The girl looked at Victoria and smiled sweetly, then beckoned her over with her little finger.
Victoria had no idea what was expected of her, but a dreadful yearning was building inside her.
“Go…” Charlotte said, softly but firmly.
Victoria moved awkwardly over to the girl and sat down beside her. The girl took her hand and kissed her on the check. When Victoria did not respond, the girl took her other hand and placed it on her thigh. Leaving Victoria’s hand on her thigh; she then held Victoria’s head gently and faced it towards her. Victoria looked at the beautiful face inches from her own, smiling at her and gazing with emerald eyes into her own. She closed her eyes, and a moment later she felt soft lips on her own, and then a delicate tongue slide into her mouth.
Instinct took command of reason.
Charlotte lit a cigarette and watched as they kissed and ran slender hands over each others bodies.
Victoria’s lips found the girl’s neck. The skin was unbelievably smooth and the taste and sent irresistibly sweet.
The girl lay back, so that Victoria lay on top of her. Victoria held one of the girl’s hands in each of her own.
Then she bit.
The girl screamed as Victoria bit deep into her neck, fastening her jaws around her jugular. Then the scream turned to a sickly gargling and chocking as Victoria ripped her throat out. Still holding her hands, Victoria began to drink from her bleeding neck.
Charlotte stood and undressed in a few quick strokes, then was at the girl’s neck before she was fully dead.
When the corpse was finally cold and dry, Charlotte and Victoria turned on each other and made love on the blood soaked cushions.
        
They sat in the back of the Rolls, watching grey streets drift past.
“I feel some what light headed,” Victoria said.
“That would be the opium, my dear,” Charlotte told her.
“Oh gosh… Opium?”
“From the girl…”
Then Victoria no longer cared. She watched the dark streets fly by, and remembered other streets, which were yet the same. The smoggy, gas lit street of Victorian London, where horses raced and where the world was not at war.
“My Jacob!” Victoria suddenly examined. “I have betrayed him.”
“Do not worry about him,” Charlotte said, gently taking her hand. “You will not see Harvey again for a very long time, and when you do, he will not hold this against you.”

Wednesday, 1 June 2011

'Nam VII

I miss the rocks and the heather,
The mountains and the Stars,
And the pretty larl lasses
With internal scars,

I miss Kendal's cold gray stone,
Westmoorland's gentle fells,
That hounorable land
Where my Heart dwells,

I miss the song of English birds,
The taste of English stout,
But the Lasses and the Stars,
I miss them more than owt.

VAMPYRE: HUNTING THE MOON, CHAPTER 21, continued from 27/05/11


CHAPTER 21.


 
Image by Victoria Frances)


John Harvey woke at eleven o’clock in the morning. As he opened his eyes, the thin streaks of daylight that passed through his curtains added to the discomfort of his exhaustion.
            He had been up until five the previous night, and slept enough to avoid the dawn, but not enough to refresh himself.
            The night before, he had put a pair of sunglasses on his bedside table, which he put on before getting out of bed. He pulled on his trousers, then opened the curtains. It was over cast and raining, so the glare of the sun was tolerable, and he would have an excuse to wear a hat and gloves for extra protection.
            He brushed his teeth and showered, then put on a black suit, with black pinstripe waist coat, his best black shirt and a black tie. Unable to face food, he drank a cup of tea.
            Today is going to hurt, he told himself, for several reasons.
            He had not been out in the day time for almost ten years, and he had not been inside a church since his parent’s funeral.
With this in mind, he followed his tea with a glass of port, then filled a hip-flask with port for later.
            Looking at his clock, he saw that it was ten to twelve.
            He gathered his black trilby hat with the grey band, a pair of black leather gloves, an umbrella (black) and a bunch of white lilies which he had ordered a few days earlier. He hoped that wearing sunglasses on a rainy day at a funeral would acceptable- men always seemed to do that in American films.
            Seeing as she was always late, it surprised him when Charlotte rang his doorbell at exactly noon.
            Like him, she was dressed for both protection and formal respect, wearing a long black dress under a black trench coat, black boots and stockings, black lace gloves, sunglasses and carrying an umbrella.
            They embraced silently, then climbed into her car.
            Few words were said during the journey. The rain grew steadily worse until they reached their destination.
            John took a large swig of his port.
Saint Mary’s Church stood in a large grave yard on the outskirts of York. It was an unpretentious building of moderate size, with a round tower. An example of the more modest side of medieval architecture. A holly bush grew on the left hand side of the gate to the church yard, and a yew tree on the right, another yew tree and a tall oak stood amongst the graves. The grave stones and stone crosses ranged in age from very recent to around three hundred years old, some were in a state of substantial disrepair.
            As they left the car, Harvey reflected that Victoria would have liked the old church. At another time, they could have sat there together in the moon light. Perhaps she had done that in her youth. It was a good place to rest her body.
            There were several minutes before the service started, and a small crowd waited outside the church, many of whom wore sunglasses despite the rain, whilst other waited inside.
            Charlotte recognised several colleges in the porch and began talking to them, whilst John waited awkwardly, clasping his bouquet of lilies. He knew no one apart from Charlotte. He had not been introduced to any of Victoria’s family or friends, and it was too late for that now.
            He was a stranger at his lover’s funeral.
            Soon they went inside and took a seat near the rear of the church. Every pew was full, and most of the mourners were deathly pale and wore their sunglasses inside.
            John considered it a fine tribute to Victoria that so many of her kind would face the discomfort of the day and holy ground for her.
            The inside of the church was of a humble, Protestant style. Only one cross and one stained glass window bore down from the Alter. Most of the mourners kept their heads down to avoid looking at it, and some could barely hide their pain.
When the vicar took his place in the pulpit, he looked around him and was clearly uncomfortable with his sinister congregation. He welcomed the mourners, then said a few words about Victoria’s tragic and untimely death. Then a hymn was sung, although almost no one knew the words.
            Then Victoria’s father, a tall, broad shouldered old man with military side burns took the Alter. His wrinkled skin was pale, but he wore no sunglasses, instead he stared defiantly at the day.  He stood with his back straight, his hands behind him, and a look of noble determination on his face as he spoke.
            “I do not know why my daughter is dead. I cannot image why men came for her in the night and stole her life away. But I know that she will be remembered, by her family, her friends, and for her work.
            “My Victoria was a good woman, and a wonderful daughter. All here can see that she had many friends. She will be missed dearly, and remembered lovingly.”
            Then the old man took his seat, and the vicar said a few more words, before her coffin was carried out of the church by her father and the rest of the bearers.
            As he followed her body outside, John reflected that the service was usually short, and that this was for the best. Victoria had not been a Christian, and would not have wanted endless hymns and prayers, or to cause discomfort to her mourners. The church funeral must have been her parent’s idea, but they had respected her nature and kept it brief. It was lucky that they had been Protestants, because a Catholic funeral would have been far less widely attended.
            The vicar said a few more words and a prayer as her coffin was lowered into the ground.
            John looked across at Charlotte and saw that tears flowed freely from under her sunglasses, mixing with the rain and falling at her feet. This surprised him. He had never seen Charlotte cry, she was the most stoic person her had ever met, and as far as he knew Victoria was more of a business connection than a close friend.
            Victoria’s parents put a hand full of earth and a bunch of white roses into her grave. Then a girl who looked so much Victoria that she had to be her sister dropped a bouquet of lilies, white roses and red roses on the coffin. When no one else stepped forward, John gave his lilies to the grave.
            “See you in the next world, Victoria,” he said softly.
            Then he turned from the grave and saw the crowd dispersing. Charlotte stood staring at the open hole of the grave, weeping openly.
            “We shall see her again,” he said as he embraced her.
            “I know,” Charlotte whispered.
            He put his arm around her and led her to the car.
            Once inside, John took a swig of his port and offered it to Charlotte. When she declined, he finished it himself. Charlotte wiped the tears and smudged make up from her eyes, then started the car.
            John watched through the rain pelted windows as the grave yard fell from view.
            “It must be worse for her family,” he said eventually. “At least we know why she died, to them it is just horrible madness.”
            “Yes, we know why she died,” Charlotte said quietly. “Do you feel guilty?”
            “No.”
            “Good.”
            “Germaine killed her, not I, and he has paid for his crimes.”
            “If you meet him again in the next world, will you make him pay again?”
            “No.”
            “Good.”
            “’We have forever. We can do what we want’,” John said wistfully.
            “What was that?”
            “Something that Lloyd once said, ‘we have forever, we can do what we want’”.
            “Partly true. We have a very long time…”
            “We shall see Victoria again, in the next world, or the next, or the next.”
            “Aye, sometime between now and Ragnarok. I look forward to it…”

            It was almost dark when they reached Molly’s home.
            John was glad to be rid of the sun and his dark glasses.
            Molly met them at the door, hugged them both, and took them inside. She poured them each a glass of mead, asked them about the funeral, and then served a large fry up. After that they sat, drank and talked for a couple of hours until Charlotte announced that it had been a very long day and she was going to bed.
            John sat up with Molly for another hour, and then went home.
            Molly cleared away the glasses and did the washing up, then went to bed.
            She found Charlotte in her bed, curled up under the blankets, with the bed side light on. Her pillow was wet with tears, and she was still sobbing softly.
            Molly climbed into bed beside her, and wrapped her arm around her.
            “You were very close, weren’t you?” Molly said.
            “Aye, once we were very close.”
            Molly turned off the light, and soon they were asleep in each others arms.
      
            As soon as John got home, he was struck by inspiration.
            He grabbed the note book in which he wrote his poems, scribbled out everything which he had written about moths, then, possessed by a passion ,scribbled down;

“The Tragedy of Moths.
Moth, why do you fly to candle light,
Or dance against the window bright,
When you wander through the night?
Why batter your pretty wings in vain,
Or end you short life in burning pain?
If you love the light, enough to die,
            Why do you fly,
                        In the inky night?
And not the daylight sky?”